Live well, Laugh often, Love always

"No one has the right to tell you how to live your life... unless you're a serial killer." -d.d.d 

Attempting to keep it together when negativity,racism, verbal discrimination, hatred and accusations strikes you hard. To being consistent and sticking to what you say and following through it without being indecisive about your choices. To being content in whats in front of you and being grateful for every single day you wake up, alive, strong and healthy. To realizing what matters the most in life, and not letting a day go by wasted. To over analyzing scenarios that already occurred and happened, thinking what you would've done better. To not holding grudges even though its hard to let things go. To venturing off and meeting new people, making new friends and being surrounded by the people you can learn from, grow from and teach. To not sweating the small stuff  ~Nee-Ann 

Saying, observing and plainly seeing for myself. When it comes to love, romance, intimacy. Most ladies wear their heart on their sleeve, they lay their heart open wide and let it get easily taken which sometimes leads to getting it easily broken.  I try and feel my heart is in it's right place not attached to my sleeve but.. Up in my head where logic and thought is processed. But realizing and coming to the conclusion as much as I try to not put my heart in my sleeve. I have replaced it with something else...  I place my emotions on my sleeve, which is my own downfall. I am like a glass you can see right through me. My emotions are hidden in my face, easily seen through my cheeks, easily seen though my smile, my frowns, my laugh lines. I place my emotions on my sleeve hoping to be real and let people find out easily what's wrong with me. My emotions get the best of me from time to time. Controlling them is all I can do.  Emotional ~Msneeannm ✌️ 

Dull eyed, tired and exhausted. It all seems to uninterested her, she hears mumbles in the background just trying to tune them out. Honestly it all seems so mediocre, listening to problem after problem. Argument after argument.  ~ The perspective of a girl with the poker face.

It's been a while, long time since I've blogged, long time since I've caught up. I feel we all forget, I know I do often then most. Forget what we're doing, where we are, who we're with. Forget the importance of the "Now".  I'm guilty of either focusing hard on the past and re-think of what could've, should've, would've been. I'm guilty of jumping ahead, looking forward to years ahead of the future. Who I'll be, what I'll be doing and most importantly who I'm with and who stays by my side from then to now. But I believe we all are too focused on the past and future we forget the Now.  We are all so focused on work, home, school, money. We're on this endless cycle living by schedules and paying bills. And stressing on the little things. I wanna live in the now, the only time in my life I'll be the youngest. Everyday we grow older and hopefully somewhat wiser. Everyday is a new struggle, a new challenge and a new gift