Live well, Laugh often, Love always

Hello fellow viewers, It has been clearly a very long and over due blogpost in a very long time about two years now. I am excited to be back blogging, sharing my life with all of you and hearing your feedback for me and if you all have or are going through the same life choices and decisions. I am definitely excited to revamp my old blog and make it new again. Many things will change especially the content and material I will be blogging about. But I must reassure you all that one thing is certain yours truly Ms. Nee-Ann M. Will not change as far as I'm concerned. So bare with me and I can't wait to get back to the blogosphere. It shall be fun! Till then stay positive and I'll catch you on the next post. xoxo N.M 

She  got what she's been pondering back. The answers to her questions, yet they wonder, Is she satisfied? Content? Got clarity? Some may call it closure?  Deep down, sure she got what she wanted...but not everything she expected. She got the answers black and white but no color added to them, no spark to keep her interested. Now one last question remains.. What will she do now?  -the girl who plays the poker face card

"No one has the right to tell you how to live your life... unless you're a serial killer." -d.d.d 

Attempting to keep it together when negativity,racism, verbal discrimination, hatred and accusations strikes you hard. To being consistent and sticking to what you say and following through it without being indecisive about your choices. To being content in whats in front of you and being grateful for every single day you wake up, alive, strong and healthy. To realizing what matters the most in life, and not letting a day go by wasted. To over analyzing scenarios that already occurred and happened, thinking what you would've done better. To not holding grudges even though its hard to let things go. To venturing off and meeting new people, making new friends and being surrounded by the people you can learn from, grow from and teach. To not sweating the small stuff  ~Nee-Ann 

Saying, observing and plainly seeing for myself. When it comes to love, romance, intimacy. Most ladies wear their heart on their sleeve, they lay their heart open wide and let it get easily taken which sometimes leads to getting it easily broken.  I try and feel my heart is in it's right place not attached to my sleeve but.. Up in my head where logic and thought is processed. But realizing and coming to the conclusion as much as I try to not put my heart in my sleeve. I have replaced it with something else...  I place my emotions on my sleeve, which is my own downfall. I am like a glass you can see right through me. My emotions are hidden in my face, easily seen through my cheeks, easily seen though my smile, my frowns, my laugh lines. I place my emotions on my sleeve hoping to be real and let people find out easily what's wrong with me. My emotions get the best of me from time to time. Controlling them is all I can do.  Emotional ~Msneeannm ✌️ 

Dull eyed, tired and exhausted. It all seems to uninterested her, she hears mumbles in the background just trying to tune them out. Honestly it all seems so mediocre, listening to problem after problem. Argument after argument.  ~ The perspective of a girl with the poker face.

It's been a while, long time since I've blogged, long time since I've caught up. I feel we all forget, I know I do often then most. Forget what we're doing, where we are, who we're with. Forget the importance of the "Now".  I'm guilty of either focusing hard on the past and re-think of what could've, should've, would've been. I'm guilty of jumping ahead, looking forward to years ahead of the future. Who I'll be, what I'll be doing and most importantly who I'm with and who stays by my side from then to now. But I believe we all are too focused on the past and future we forget the Now.  We are all so focused on work, home, school, money. We're on this endless cycle living by schedules and paying bills. And stressing on the little things. I wanna live in the now, the only time in my life I'll be the youngest. Everyday we grow older and hopefully somewhat wiser. Everyday is a new struggle, a new challenge and a new gift ...

I love today babbe girl a and I went to Edmonton to see the Harry potter exhibition and it was the bomb !!! 

A little behind due to these last few hectic days before ringing in the New Year.! Had a calm decent Christmas this year. However the aftermath of the days that followered were more demanding and busy. Running on 5 hrs sleeps not helping my body, mindset and hair. Discovered a bountiful nest of white & grey hair on top of my head. BALLS I'm gettin old.  Of course surrounded with chatter, gossip, juice & laughter. It's a girl thing. Too some degree gossip is heathy but all things in moderation right.?!  This Christmas dressed a little "Risk-kaay" or bro would call it " you look like a hooker". Of course the only response is "great I can be Vivian ( Julia Roberts ) in Pretty Women." A sinful sexy delicious story. Random thoughts take care...! ~ msneeannm ❤️✌️